[ is entirely too scared of hurting people again with having to reforge bonds and also entirely too scared of losing those bonds to even be marginally be okay with this ]
[ but you do what you do man. i'll just sulk here ]
[ remembering capgras syndrome and hurting eveningstar when he vehemently denied even being her teammate and also remembering eveningstar not being able to recognize him
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[ but he is incredibly concerned for blade's sake. is that something you can ask of him to endure? ]
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[ is entirely too scared of hurting people again with having to reforge bonds and also entirely too scared of losing those bonds to even be marginally be okay with this ]
[ but you do what you do man. i'll just sulk here ]
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[ a beat ]
But it hurts, too.
[ remembering capgras syndrome and hurting eveningstar when he vehemently denied even being her teammate and also remembering eveningstar not being able to recognize him
it sucked ]
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