I'm sorry, but I don't want my own life to be saved at the expense of your relationship—! Call it feeling my life is disposable, but isn't it the same to offer that up—?
[ is entirely too scared of hurting people again with having to reforge bonds and also entirely too scared of losing those bonds to even be marginally be okay with this ]
[ but you do what you do man. i'll just sulk here ]
[ remembering capgras syndrome and hurting eveningstar when he vehemently denied even being her teammate and also remembering eveningstar not being able to recognize him
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We've done it before, we can do it again.
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[ i'm going to tell eveningstar on you ]
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[ petulantly ]
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[ not so much that he puts himself down or anything but more like that is your love???? i don't understand ]
[ this must be one of those choice and agency things :I ]
If you think so.
[ resigned, if only to the fact that he can't change miles' mind ]
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[ but he is incredibly concerned for blade's sake. is that something you can ask of him to endure? ]
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[ is entirely too scared of hurting people again with having to reforge bonds and also entirely too scared of losing those bonds to even be marginally be okay with this ]
[ but you do what you do man. i'll just sulk here ]
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[ a beat ]
But it hurts, too.
[ remembering capgras syndrome and hurting eveningstar when he vehemently denied even being her teammate and also remembering eveningstar not being able to recognize him
it sucked ]
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